I am lost for words, truly, these poems are reflections from the heart and are truly sad. The author is in a quandary, confused and hurting, wondering why she gets herself into such an emotional state all the time. She has a unique way of seeking answers but no matter. Trying to build your self-confidence and acquire a strong self-esteem takes a toll emotionally on anyone.
I give the author kudos for the effort she put into this battle and her ultimate achievement, but darn it, sister, why did it take so long, you took such an emotional beating before finding your inner strength and self-worth. It is good to finally believe in yourself and most of all to start loving yourself, instead of waiting for someone else to do so, I’m relieved to see the progress the author made.